Saturday, October 15, 2005

I Want To Live a Simple Life


That's the line from a new favorite song that is on repeat in my head. It keeps me calm. It reminds me that I am working toward something.

A couple of weeks ago, I met a guy. Someone I like. Finally.

Last night, he told me that he's dating other women as well. Wanted to know how I felt about that.

When I said that I felt fine, I meant it. I did. But in the light of day, as that chorus circles through my head, I'm not so sure.

I want to live a simple life, and knowing my over-analyzing self as well as I do, this could become complicated.

It probably won't be made better by the fact that he has this blog address and may be reading my confession right now. I made the mistake once, though, of not writing about my dating life, and if I'm going to be more honest with myself about this, I figure being honest with everyone else too is a first step on the road to simplicity.

6 comments:

aemelia said...

Here. Here! Bold and honest.

LH said...

simple is good. i vote for simple every time. life is complicated enough without us mucking it up even more. on the other hand, predicting problems that might not occur might not be a good idea either. but on the other hand, instincts and first impressions are often correct and should probably be trusted. it's all very intriguing, this being alive thing.

Anonymous said...

lh -- you have a way with words.

jm said...

"Simple Life" could be achieved by just being in the moment. Your life is so full of movement and color - you're right to want to be able to enjoy the little things. Inspiring post.

Connie said...

But the question remains - are you okay with it?

Even better question is - is she okay with it?

Anonymous said...

All good points, ladies. I'm trying not to overanalyze, and it's going well today. Can't guarantee tomorrow or the next day, though.